backtoreality

stupid shit is eating me alive from the inside and i can turn to no one to confide to. seriously no one has yet to make me become vulnerable to the point that i would pour every single shit that im feeling to her. fucked up point in my life. eq€€€€ is negative now -.- cant even write on this stupid blog. i dun have any trust to put everything online where fuckers will read and laugh

BOOKING IN

Hi, been long since i posted. Just to summarise my BMT period---AWESOME. I didnt have the cultural shock i thought i would have..until i came to SCS.. First day totally took me by surprise. I have a serious cultural shock when i got there, and totally felt moodless for the rest of the week..until friday.. BOOK OUT DAY. ya.. but after that im more or less able to adapt to it.. Alot more responsibility now.. and its like u can get confine for every single small thing that u did wrongly.

Now, booking in seems so sian.. having guard duty this sat so i will be booking out on sunday this weekend.. i need some help LOL.

STAY POSITIVE.

Tough times never last, but tough man do.

6daysmore

6 more days to surrender my pink i/c. somehow i cant wait, somehow i can. ironic feeling now. LOL.

Anyway, went to watch Fast and Furious 5 with bro today and it was AWESOMEEEEE~

u know what? i hate silence. rofl. i rather on himym and not watch it than to off my computer and have silence.

USS!

going USS tmr for the first time!! and i give this first time with my awesome clique! (mixture of sec and jc frens awesome RITE) amazing. My sec sch friends and jc friends are becoming friends!

Gonna stayover at christine's hse tmr too! kinda looking forward to it HAHA. a little bit of fun before we guys enlist.

Speaking of enlistment, GO IN, CUT HAIR, MAKE MORE FRIENDS! awesome. gonna endure the 1 yr 10mths with a bunch of guys which i know will be awesome as well makes me motivated to go in rofl. just wanna go in, and be myself (well the nicer part of me only) so that no one will hate me lols. i alrdy cut my hair quite alot.. cos its damn hot with long hair on yr head, and slapping ur head when running.

SO, this MAY be my last post til i book out. til then, stay awesome:D

homealone~

im home alone for this coming week! parents went overseas for vacation, bro's in NS, so yea :(

Bored at home alone at night rofl. going in another 2 weeks or less. looking forward to it.

And my bro bought a PSP GO lolsss. siao guy. and he cant bring it in this week cos he say gonna be damn busy so, IM PLAYING IT! awesome.

himym marathon

SPAMMING HIMYM shows now. lolsss. cos im super bored at home. another 18 more days til enlistment! kind of having mixed feelings.. like cant wait to go in and yet dun feel like going through the 1yr 10mths ordeal. needa stop eating all those joker food alrdy. or eat less. its tought :( started practical driving alrdy~ started off alittle rough.. but still quite awesome now. the only sad thing is that i cant get my license before i enlist.... but its ok!!! i guess.. OH WELL, BACK TO MORE HIMYM! byez

sunday

HI! been gyming the past week, hope i will be rdy when its time for ns. Went to buy my watch today for ns! super chio de :D and i finally got a new wallet! fredperry~ the old one was a bit torn alrdy so have to change. Love my new wallet. and cheaper than expected. hahas. well, dunno what im gonna do the next week. maybe just more gyming. lols Daily ripples of success, over time, becomes a tsunami of success