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gonna go meet the guys at 10pm..and we're gonna party all NIGHT! nah i guess just some plain old card games and tok cok sessions..which i am very positive that it will bring us even closer to each other..although we are already damn freaking close. gonna just slack and stare at the com if possible.. AND i quit dota le. u know why im confident i say it? cos i wasn't tempted when friends ask me to play with them! :D:D:D:D:D

k i saw ur offline msg. i guess i said u would'nt appreciate cos i was just thinking for the worst. im thinking u have already forgotten me and happily move on as if i nvr stepped into your life. its just a preparation that i made for myself so that i wont take it too hard if what i thought is all true. i choose not to know u anymore, cos i feel thats the easiest way to forget. Thats why i picture u as the 2nd meanest person though i know your are not. I hope u haven change much from the last time when we were still together. If u DO appreciate what i am doing for u then im really grateful and it sort of gives me the courage to hold this secret within myself for ever. i always think if you are still doing such things but i cut the train of thoughts because i remember u as a responsible and dong shi de xiao mei zi. anyway i wont want to know any of that anymore and that just please dont broadcast this to others..even if its your closest friends. ur a grown up now. u know what to do for yourself.