Schema

I hate schema. Cos it just activates itself without anycontrol. I wish I dun have any schema of anything bad that happened to me, so that I can truly be a carefree person. Having to keep a secret that I will never tell anyone ever is tough. I am doing it so their impression of u will not drastically drop and see u as a whole other being. While I have to take the full impact of the news when he told me about it. I respect u and I guess this is part of what being humane is. That's why I didn't even whimper about it. But I guess u won't appreciate it anyway, and just think that you are secured of your own reputation becos of one dumb guy who trusts too easily and readily.

Glad to have all of this off my mind. Really had to literally wake up and type this out to be able to sleep more peacefully. Blog is the place for me to say out all the unhappiness inside of me, and I know it's the same for most of u as well. Gd nite.