wonder why im still awake at this unearthly hour??? cos i was watching movies..and im totally shag now. was waiting too..but i know it would be forgotten..cos it is of the least importance now ..i know :) just wanted to hold on to that glimmer of hope only..just value add that i shouldnt ever go back again. Maybe i should learn ted..write a letter to future me to tell future me whats wrg and whats right.