rofl

thats the word im addicted in using nowadays._. dunno why but i just like it. well a happy cny it is:D gambling with family & frens, laughing, shouting, getting all high over the anticipation of a single card is what gambling really is in this festive season. As we grow older, we dont rly care about the winnings from gambling, but rather the company, and the process of the game. When we laugh, winning or losing seems like a damn small deal. thats why i love gatherings, we reminisce, den laugh at how lame/stupid/ funny we were back then.

But life isnt like that. we cant go back in time, we can only move forward. Thats why we always think about the past. Reliving the moment even if it was just a thought. But the future is amazing as well. At least for me it is.

Im awaiting my enlistment, my A lvl results, wanting to plan my future asap once i've gotten my results. 10 yrs will be what im planning. I want to be company best trainee in BMT, get into OCS and achieve the Sword of Honour. ORD with pride and many many new friends that i will be bound to know in NS.

Career first, and i think i know what line i wanna go in already. not telling here of course :) Relationship will come naturally. And when that time comes, i will be ready for it, mentally, physically and spiritually matured to get involved in a relationship.

Of course, i wan to learn as much as i can, throughout my life. I start investing in knowledge, be it books or getting advise from experienced people. Some of u may think its lame, and of course this post is not to brag... its because i wan to take the step forward. Discipline will be my no. 1 priority now.